It is a darkness that consumes me. Being drawn to it by its unique beauty. Pieces slowly falling together, others falling apart. Thoughts that burn inside of my head hoping to finally get out. Mental pain that slowly stabs my heart from the inside, stabbing deeper with time. Crawling to the center of it. Getting closer and closer to its goal. Frozen in my thoughts. Not even the most expensive art is as beautiful as that moment. This beauty cannot be defined. It is different though, different from everything ever having lived or being created on this earth. Feelings as contrary as they can get. Shattering every piece of the past. This experience may even define us..
The last kiss before you go away. And our ways are seperating once again. The heart which already has been fluttering since ages. Breaking and being repaired once a week. Hope that never dies of seeing you as soon as possible. A last look into your eyes. A shy smile that shows you my braveness. Tears that are desperate to get out but stay still for a while. The urge to go back into your arms. Thoughts that follow you on your way home. Always waiting for that one message to assure your safety like the shore that awaits the waves.
Passion. Devotion. Trust.
A love so great that tears of overwhelming happiness are being shed
An experience so wonderful, so precious that it must be somehow recorded
Pureness. Compassion. Vulnerability.
The sight of that honest smile on your lips just reserved for your love
A cordiality that cannot be measured by only words. To get a true insight on that, it must be felt. And myself, being fortunate enough to receive this beautiful gift.
“For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.” (Judy Garland)
It is the yearning for a glance from the beloved person. It is a fire burning inside the heart. It is the passion with which you see your beloved one. It is the thirst for a phone call or a message. It is the never- ending dream of being by your lover´s side. It is the thought in which you worry about the person. It is the tear which you try not to cry when you´re with others so that they don´t see how sad you really are. It is the face of your beloved one which you see everywhere, in other faces and in your dreams. It is the picture which you cannot forget anymore because you already engraved it on your mind. It is the envy with which you see other couples.
Some say it´s a healer of your wounds, others say it´s more precious than that.
I stick with the second definition because it´s not a healer. With time, you don´t forget the pain, you just suppress it. Time is more precious than only a healer. If I had the power to control time,
I would be the most powerful human being. I wish I could have that ability because especially when you are with your loved ones, time flies. Hours seem like minutes, minutes seem like seconds thus you got to appreciate those moments you can control because you never know when it might be too late.
The title was selected because of two reasons.
First: There wasn´t any other title that came to mind which wasn´t being used yet.
Second: It was being selected because of its meaning.
“Serendipity means a “happy accident” or pleasant “surprise”; specifically, the accident of finding something good .. while not specifically searching for it.” (wikipedia.de)
It is just that recently I have found “something” very beautiful and wonderful by a “happy accident” as I would like to call it. That pleasant accident was the main reason I started this blog and I think it´s worth it.
So, if you want to accompany me during my journey, you are most welcome.